Thirsty

Ever feel like your life is moving nowhere fast?

This is me right now. Maybe its the fact that I am actually getting to rest for the first time since Christmas I think? And I am realizing that, whoa, I really am tired. I knew I was tired but not *that* tired.

Maybe thats it.

Or...

I have also felt so dry recently. Like the dryness of Colorado is sucking any moisture out of my skin, this life and its crap is sucking any peace, joy, or purpose out of life. The easy answer? Jesus! He's always the answer. this is truth. I have probably known that "Jesus is the answer" from the time I was 3.
But recently I have been craving the Holy Spirit's work in my life. Not a trick, not some amazing earth-shattering vision or revelation, but just getting to see the evidence of His work in me, His voice speaking to me, and His love controlling my life. I find myself looking at other Christians whose motto could be 'all Jesus, all the time'-- and while I definitely believe that for my own life, I see a definite difference between the way that they interact with the Lord, and the way that I do.

I just think I need a fresh revelation. And maybe that's what this slow summer, complete with no trip to Japan, no exciting trip anywhere fun/important, will provide.
I just want to hear His voice.
I just want to be in His presence, and recognize that fact by the fact that I see Him moving and working.


Is that too much to ask?